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Today is the final day, whr me n ita mit dino coz we will break our damn Family relantionship with dino and he is no longer my n ita's cousin ...



I, Norismalina bte ismail, is responsive of breaking a thight rope to half with Hairul Azhar Bin Sabbudin.. Because of unexpected accusment and unexpected move to Nurl sakinah bte zulkifli Leong.

If u r in my Shoe you will knw how much hurt and pressurised we are after the dissing incident.
You can just say forgive and forget, but i will never Forgive him nor Forget him.. I realize loving him this far is for nothing..

Yesterday,

First me n ita planed tt i sulk with dinoand me n erwin camed to rumah nenek first while ita go to ciknor house.. Then after we eat and watever we open our laptop under the block, And b4 tt Dino had a Call frm his mum .. thn we heard him saying "Ape Nadya Call?" thn while me n ita r eating Beancurd we look at each others Face .. And thn he sat dwn, we both went down with our laptop and talking about Y nadya was here looking for Dino and all, we both are scared tt she might make Dino feel hurt again and keep waiting for her and we went to find her.. We want to prevent her from lying to Dino again and prevent from him getting hurt deeper.. but when we went bck to rumah nenek, he acted strangely, he went to our laptop to chck if thrs sumthing, thn he chck ita's laptop and went to msn and wrote nadia_89@... (smth like this) thn thrs nothing , he went to my laptop and chck mine, i did not gave him and said thrs sum personal ccrets , and thrs alot of personal ccrets , thn he sulk with us and go nowhere with erwin, when thy camed bck, i went to the toilet to tie my hair,

Right after tt...

i went out to the toilet and saw dino, he covered my way n bring me to the side, and said " Ape yg kau ckp psl Nadya?!" i said " ape yg Nadya?" "ckp betol2 ape yg kau buat Pakai name Nadya?!!" he asked strangedly, "aku tk tau." thn i ran to ita and say to ita what did just happend, he went to ita and say "ape kau buat gan Nadya?!" "ape yg nadya ?" with our confusement , thy talk to each other angryly and i was looking and suddenly he pushed ita through the door and she fell like how many meters far and he shouted at me "KAU PON SAME LINA, ITU FITNAH LINA, APE KAU BUAT KAT NADYA !!" my mum camed and tolak him through the door , ita was crying and ran to the toilet,

in my heart,

Sanggup sia kau tolak ita gitu psl tu prompuan, padehal kte tkbersalah and kenape mesti kite yg kau ckp fitnah name nadya,

Thn

my mum questioned me, "kau buat ape lina !!" and i said tt " lina tk tau ape ape lah !" "abeh kalo kau tktau ape2, asl jadi gini >?!!" "da org tktau tktau laa,!" i went to the room with ita after i saw how dino point fingers at us and how dare he, and about to cry talking to my auntie and mum cried, thn ita camed out frm the toilet wanted to go out but can't and my mum pushed her to the room with me and ask "ko ok tak?" "sakit?, oi ita, ok tk, brani die tolak kau psl prompuan fitnah kite semua,

thn went ita is ok, i was ok, we went down to the blocks with our laptop, and she said to me "now u knw wat guys are, doing this for his dearest woman!" thn i said "yah, how dare he, sanggup siak psl tu popan, dye tolak kau rabak gitu."

And,

he called cikya and cried to ask for forgiveness to ita and cried because he pushed her very strongly just now, but me n ita really mean it, we will nvr forgive him, n no longer knw him..we will nvr forget wat happend and how dare he did tt to us, pointing fingers to us, without even investigating, i was shocked at the point of time, now me n ita is sick and felt really damn to him!!

The,

the only thing i can do is cry , and cry .. i'm trying to forget Dino but i can't and for this i forget him and let go of him n never comed bck..
he did not think how much care for him and he did not think on how he point fingers to me, i and ita alrdy make it clear tt we did not do anything and he denied tt .. and still make us say tt we r guilty, takkan nk mengaku kalau tk bersalah, kanape dalm byk manusia dlm dunia ini mesti kene kite yg dye tuduh.. sedangkan bole ade org lain yg melakukannya, die tk fikir sejauh mane dye tlah menyakiti aku dan ita, die tk fikir tu semua and senang2 dye tuduh org yg tk bersalah and kenape mesti dye bela Nadya aku tahu lahh mcm mane dye syg kan nadya tapi tkkn hal yg kechik dye besar2 kan, its nothing you knw.. N if u let him choose Nadya atau Family, dye mesti choose nadya.. aku tau la aku n ita ni siape kte ni permainan bagi dye bile2 bole dtg dan pergi, tapi kali ini dye tk akan dpt senyum lagi kerana tiada maaf yg diberi,

and ,

jgn harap aku n ita nk dtg ape2 occasion kalau ade kahadiran nye.. aku tknk tgk muke nye, dan selame 8 tahun org yg aku letak cinta di dlm hati kini tlah menjadi benci buat slame-lame nye,

aku,

Aku menangis membygkan betapa kejam nya diri mu terhadap kita, aku berharap kau berbahagia lah disamping insan yg kau puja and kau tk akan menemui diriku dlm hidupmu.. selama ini hidup kesabaran ku utk dirimu tiada lagi ...



Tiada lagi,

Tiada lagi ruang utk senyuman dirimu, dan jgn menggangu hidupku, kerana TIADA MAAF BAGIMU DINO, SEKALI LAGI, MAAFMU TIDAK DITERIMA HIDUPKU !!!!!!!

Dan,

dan lupakan masa2 kita bersama dan gelakan ketawa kita, Ku hanya bisa menyimpan masa2 ini sebagai kenangan yg terindah !

Kesedihan dan kesakitan ini ku hanya bisa membuatnya sebagai kenagan yg tk bisa dilupakan.

Let the past be memories, Let go of the Love u gaved me, Let it be an unSweetened Memories..

Dgn penuh Cinta,

Lynaa




To: Sakinah

Ita i know how strong we r, and i knw how much hurt u feel, but i feel hurter.. haha.. you knw y.. and i can't believe how he can he did this to us, and kite bukan pakai buang, and i believe we r still die laughing !

To: Ciknor

Maafkan lina kalau ade kesalahan yg lina buat pad family ciknor and susahkan ciknor, and maafkan lina kalau lina tk dpt jumpe ciknor lagi kerane sbb2 tertentu.. maafkan lina eh ciknor..


To Dino,
Dino maafkan aku, tetapi tiada maaf bagimu kerana hati ini kau lukai dgn fitnah mu kerana perempuan itu, aku tk sangka kau sanggup fitnah kite tolak ita dgn sekuat nye tengkeng aku, dan lafazkan kate2 yg bukan kenyataan dan aku tidak mampu mencintai seorang yg hanya sanggup fitnah saudaranya utk perempuan yg telah lame menyakiti mu dan menfitnah org yg selama ini menjaga dan membuatmu gembira.. aku tk sanggup menangis lagi kerana org yg aku cintai kini aku membenci, Sekali lagi TIADA MAAF BAGIMU !! An d aku doakan kau supaya kau hidup bahagia dgn Nadya kau yg tercinta dan selalu igt Lynaa tk cintakan dino lagi dan kini tlah membenci, maafkan aku kerana aku terpaksa membenci dirimu, kerana apa yg terjadi pada 1NOVEMBER2009 tlah membuat lynaa membenci dino untk selame nye, and lina terluka sgt2 sbb dino sanggup tolak ita gitu sbb nadya, and lynaa teringat yg pat redhill dino tengkeng lina abeh tolak lina pat tembok byk2 kali, lina maafkan dino, tapi skg dino dah besar dino boleh fikir ape yg ita da sacrifice utk dino semua and dino balas budi ita mcm gini.. lina tk sangka dino boleh bertukar dari manusia yg menjaga kate2 hingga harimau yg tk kenal budi, slame ni sia sia lina igt dino ni baik... dino ini seorg manusia yg berhati perut tapi ternyata dino ini same dgn lelaki lain, penting kan diri sendiri, ego and penting kan org lain dari sedare dino n dino bukan org yg lina fikirkan.. dari dulu sampai skg lina tk dpt lupe kan dino, tapi skg lina terpaksa lupe kan dino sbb dino bukan org yg lina kenal lagi dan maafkan lina mulai hari ini lina da tkde kene mengena dgn daarah dino dan lina BUKAN LAGI SEDARE DINO dan lina dah tk kenal lagi siape dino.. Maafkan lina kalo lina buat salah dgn dino tapi lina tk akan pernah maafkan dino sejak kesalahan dino di hari ini.. lina ni bukan patong, selame ni lina merajok pon dino tk tau, lina sedih psl dino pon dino tk tau, lina bkn ape cume lina tk trima dino sanggup buat ita n lina gitu psl nadya.. tapi kalo dino nk report pat police report lah, sbb lina n ita tkbrsalah tapi dino tk percaya, report la, kite pon da tk knal dino sape... dan lina bukan tembok yg dino tk brbual dgn.. hmm dino bukan lagi saudare ku dan bkan org yg aku kenal..

dari insan yg terluka,

lina (1/NOVEMBER/2009)

AFTER THE DISSING INCIDENT,


Me n ita became a crazy clowns laughing and walk in the rain...

while smiling but in the inside Hurting forever ! Walaupun dino menangis airmata darah sekali pon Aku dan Ita tkkn memaafkan nya kerana dirinya telah membuat diri ku dan ita terlalu sakit dan kecewa...

now i have to forget him forever, da 7 tahun aku mencintai dino dan kini aku harus melupakan Semua kenangan manis yg tlah berlalu, dan aku harus membenci orang yg aku cinta lebih dari hidupku.. tetapi kenape dino percaye kate2 erwin.. tk ape, die nk menghina atau memaki kite aslkan die bahagia, aku rela melihat nya berbahagia daripada dia merana.. aku harap die dpt realise ape yg die buat.. tergamak die , sampai hati dye..

i can't think tt dye daripada org yg aku kenal kini tlah berubah.. Aku harap aku tk akan tgk muke dye lagi... aku tk sanngup lagi ! kini ini semua hanya sia2 ... aku rase betol2 kecewa ! aku tk sanggup menangis lagi sbb sudah cukup kesabaran aku mcm ni.. biar lah aku merana dahulu , tapi terserahlah kepadanya kini ape yg dye akan buat, terserahlah ape yg dye nk katekan...

aku tk berdaye menderita lagi.. aku harap dino dpt terima hakikatnye yg dye bersalah kerana menuduh.. dan kini aku akan ckp pad diri aku yg dino tk pernah hadir dlm hidup aku dan aku tk akan pernah mengaku yg dino itu saudare aku dan aku tk akan pernah memaafkan org yg tlah menyakiti aku.. aku harap dino puas hati yg dye da sakit kan hati aku dan ita, dgn mendlm...

PUAS HATI KAU ! .. PUAS, MULAI HARI INI JGN LAH MERAYU PAT KITE APE2 LAGI , PEGI LAH KAU MERAYU DGN NADYA.. AKU HARAP KAU TK AKAN PERNAH HADIR DLM HIDUP KITE LAGI,

DGN SEPENUH HATI,

LYNAA (2/NOVEMBER/2009)